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thanks for saying “what a shame” after learning that i survived last night’s anaphylactic shock.

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#i swear i would have loved it if i just died too #i just didnt wanna die outside my home country #thanks for wishing i died #that makes 2 of us #personal #sorry

"Picture yourself when you were five. In fact, dig out a photo of little you at that time and tape it to your mirror. How would you treat her, love her, feed her? How would you nurture her if you were the mother of little you? I bet you would protect her fiercely while giving her space to spread her itty-bitty wings. She’d get naps, healthy food, imagination time, and adventures into the wild. If playground bullies hurt her feelings, you’d hug her tears away and give her perspective. When tantrums or meltdowns turned her into a poltergeist, you’d demand a loving time-out in the naughty chair. From this day forward I want you to extend that same compassion to your adult self."

Kris Carr (via chojonghwan)

I hate my five year old self. I was such a little brat who raised hell and abused the kindest of people.

That hatred has only intensified through the years. If I saw my five year old self now, I would kill her so she would not live the next fifteen years hurting everyone she loved.

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#once in a while i go personal #sorry #these kinds of things work only for the kind ones who dont destroy things that they hold dear #evil ones like me are chased by our mistakes #and shall deserve no love especially from ourselves